{all content is my own work unless otherwise noted.}
somedays.
some days i feel like there is a crushing weight on my shoulders.
and i can’t breathe
and i can’t stop
because if thoughts are flooding my brain and causing it to turn its attention else where
then maybe
maybe
i wont realize that the weight that is crushing me
the one that wells my eyes up with tears
is the weight of a life that i gave up
for something
and i am not even sure what that something is.
fin.
Thursday Dec 12 @ 10:13pmohmanohman
maybe actually blogging would be helpful.
morning comes, stuff will be written.
Saturday Jul 7 @ 12:54amRandom.
i’ve been thinking about Quakerism a lot lately. it’s just something that has been mulling around in my mind. i’m not sure what it means but i want to call myself a Quaker even though i’m not one for labels.
but i guess i want that as mine.
i need to do some more reading, meditating and praying.
Thursday Jun 6 @ 02:04pmit’s alright if the government says so..
The puddle splashed high as she ran through it.
Mud sprayed against her short, blue dress (completely ruining her shoes)
She wasn’t crying but perhaps she should have been.
(Running away from that building. those bright lights, the music…those people)
Keep running.
Keep running.
Their world was not hers
and there was no way she would have blood on her hands.
Thursday Jun 6 @ 01:34pmDo you have the key?
Hope is locked away in a bus-stop in Venice.
I never wanted to go
(So stay.)
Thursday Jun 6 @ 09:16amthe other.
She sighed out in contentment.
“This is perfection.” She thought as she shifted closer to his strong, warm body.
The night loomed outside the bedroom.
Stars shone.
The wind blew quietly through the open window and whispered in her ear, “Perfection, my dear? In the morning he will not be yours.”
Wednesday Jun 6 @ 04:32pmIF.
If what I believe in causes me to be a better person why are you so worried if it is “wrong” or “right”? If your Deity [ies] cause you to be harsh, cruel, mean and cold maybe it is time to find new ones.
Tuesday Jun 6 @ 12:05pmconfessions.
I’m getting tired of these constant up and downs. I’m tired of him being there sometimes and then never bothering to be there again. I’m not needy and I don’t need him in my life but I do love him and I’d hate to walk away because of this. I’m not sure I’d forget him.
Monday Jun 6 @ 10:10am